holes

i am as deep as the
wide as the
cold as the

i am as dead as a
cold as a
ruined as a

words fail as
leave falling farewells on deaf
tears tear
shreds throbbing pulsing reds
trial by
branded by
scorched by
quenched not

you left a
when you left
gaps punctuate the maps of my
like a punchcard, punch drunk, punch hard
unresolved like a huge unanswered

empty words begat empty
and hearts entwined became
strangled vines
ripping chunks when they
leaving deep scars upon our

now my life sentence is un
i cannot finish my
for the holes have become too
for me to